facts about me,
" a lady who doesn't dress up,
a lady who doesn't wear make up,
a lady who smokes and drinks,
a lady who just want to appear as her true self♥,
a lady who loves to be around with her friends and boyf,
a lady who kills when she got disturbed in her sleep,
a lady who screams when she saw insects!,
a lady who just want to lead a contented life with her love ones ."
BABYLOVE
美珍♥鎮豪 •Attached for 2 years, 24th monthsary♥
to: 白鎮豪
There are many things happening to us for this 2 years of being together ,
and i guess we have been special, isn't it?
Quarreling over stuffs and did things that most couples don't,
and laugh at stuffs whereby most couples quarrel over and do!
Thanks for making me feel and be special
& lastly, i guess both of us are wishing for a future,
whereby there is a You and Me.
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i hasn't been controlling myself. don even feel lyk giving in anymore. (budd maybb to yoo, i have nvr ever give in b4.) as th time goes by, both of us changed. lyk wad yoo sayy to me in th past, my walls are high & its getting higher as th days goes by. i gt no idea wads wrong with me too. everytime i juz wan to have a nice date with him, we will always ended up quareling? & both of us will act as nth had happened? i mean i dnt lyk tat way, i felt bad... mayb we should talk out? budd to be honest, i dnt have th mood to..i dnt feel lyk too.. haiish. many times i really feel lyk giving up. imm juz tired..... of cosh, i cant blame him only for wad happen between us. to me now, he is lyk a young chap? & imm lyk a so-called matured woman? i no longer think lyk hw i thought about things in th past. we seems to be facing a very big communication error? so B, don ask me lyk wad yoo did on thursday. cosh i dnt oe how to tell yoo. i dnt oe wad to tok to yoo. maybb i have shut myself up alrdy? sry..
i know he have been keeping stuffs in himself. budd me too. i gt no1 to fall back on, not even to my closest person. i dnt have th feelings lyk i had in th past, whereby i could tell myself tat i could depend on this man, yes i can. budd now, i would ask myself. is this man really someone dependable? its different.
budd of cosh. i do love him tats y i have been hanging on. i guess he is th same too. cosh even if i cant feel him anymore, th ppl ard us have been telling me "yoo meant alot to him" , "he really loves yoo alot" , "maybb if yoo all really ended, he might jump down a building leh!" . & at th end i agree with them too. LMAO!
budd currently, even after i posted this entry, i dnt wana tok about it yet. maybb one day. budd seriously not now. cosh isn't th time yet. ;(