There is no remedy for love but to love more.
– H.D. Thoreau
Years and Months,Days and Night,
Hour and Minute,
Seconds and Moments,
It does not matter hw long it is,
but hw precious it is,
that's Love.
-TRGeneral
When you Love till there's no Love there's HATE,
When you Hate till there's no Hate there's LOVE.
-Radio
In life, God always give Human a Choice,
It's the choice we made ourself either to Love or to Hate.
-TRGeneral
Ay me!...for aught that I could ever read,Could ever hear by tale or history,The course of true love never did run smooth.
– Shakespeare
Love is Sweet yet bitter,
enjoyable yet saddening,
loving yet hateful,
happy yet sad,
But it does not matter what it is,
it's the sweet memories that matters the most.
-TRGeneral
Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.
-Peter Ustinov
2 soul, not knowing each other exsistence,
not knowing each other have lived on earth,
till they meet and romance,
they never wanted to be seperated again,
that's Love.
-TRGeneral
Time is too slow for those who wait,too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve,too short for those who rejoice,but for those who love, time is eternity.
-Katrina's Sun
Love is not only about Loving,Caring and Concern,
it's also about Forgiving,Forgetting,
That's what make it True.
-TRGeneral
Love is that condition in which The happiness of another person Is essential to your own. ~Robert A. Heinlein
She felt that He is simply not concerned anymore and ended it,
but She didnt know that when She ended ,
He started.
-TRGeneral
If God gave me a choice to live life again,
i wont regret and wont look back,
i'll do the same as for you're now beside me.
The Only regret i have is not seeing you smiling like before,
not being as happy as before,
not being as blessed as before
I can only blame myself as it is I who made the choice in the process
that led to quarrels and arguement.
I can only pray that One day WE'll be Loved again.
-TRGeneral
*Love, 1 word 4 letters,
Simple yet complicated,
stuffed with emotions, decisions,choices,feelings.....
IDK wad to sae for wad happen so far till nw...
Let Nature Takes It's Course =))
while waiting fer you i'm blogging ><
Lawrence...
Signing Off, JolandaLMC.
guess that i wont be blogging here anymore.
not anymore memories to be added on here at this point of time.
so anything do contact me by msn or facebook.
with my number derhs, just give me a call yahs?
remember, i am just a call away.
BYE ;)
Browsing through my Friendster because nothing better to do,
saw all the comments you wrote for me in the past,
so much of happiness in the past, so much of sweetness that I’m really afraid of getting diabetes in future!
But if I could, I would rather let the time stop at that moment.
Do guys know what makes a girl feel bad?
Is that when a girl really thought of crying, feel like crying, she doesn’t have any tears anymore. :’(
Is that when a girl really thought of putting everything in, giving in so much, loving the guy even more, control her bad temper more, shut herself no matter how unhappy she is, give her boy whatever he wanted, sacrifice everything just to see her guy, could make a guy dotes on her more, love her even more, give her more of his attention, make him stay with her, but yet she find that things doesn’t turn out to be what she hoped. :’(
Is that when a girl is really that tired out, that sick, but yet she waited for her guy to call after his work just to chat a lil while, but ended up quarreling, ended up got blame for being quiet. :’(
Is that when everything she did, the 1st thing that came over her is her guy, her guy’s family, but ended up, everything went wrong. :’(
Is that when she realize she have to accept whatever it is happening to her, making her tired, sick, disappointed, because she can’t let go off her guy. :’(
Is that when she knows that 幸福其实根本就不属于她的，she still tries very hard to get her happiness, tries very hard to grab hold of it. But she found out that she couldn’t :’(
Squatting down in the toilet just now, smoking, felt very terrible, but yet no tears are rolling down her cheeks, took a penknife, but din injured myself, hit the wall, but doesn’t feel pain at all.
Thinking back of the 1st time he called me using his buddy’s phone, at that point of time, I’m crying in the toilet, smoking, cutting myself, hitting the wall, he was worried and called me up, consoling me, trying to cheer me up and he even wanted to come down to look for me in the middle of the night. He was concern about me, worried about me, but now everything was changed. When I’m down, he no longer tried to cheer me up, he no longer come down to accompany me, he no longer give me a hug. :’(.
Looking at myself now, crying on my bed, crying in the blanket, without anyone realizing, typing while crying making my keyboard wet. Asking myself. why haven I grown up a lil? Why am I still doing stuffs that I had been doing for past 10yrs? Why am I still so useless when I am in a relationship? Why am I the only one who got blamed whenever things got wrong? Am I really at fault for everything that happened tonight? Why must everything turn out this way? What more should I do to keep my happiness with me?
I don’t know.
Hais, I really don’t know anything anymore.
I’m really very tired. :’(
& I’ve got no idea why I am falling sick so often, maybe due to bad weather? Maybe is too tired emotionally? Maybe is my body telling brain is time to take a break from everything?
I don’t know.
I’m breaking down real soon. :’(
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幸福到底是什么?
爱情到底是什么？
难道就像他们所说的，我这种人是不可能得到永远的爱情和幸福的? :’(
我不懂 !!
back posting!
budd doesnt know what to start of with..
so many stuffs running in my mind~
wana scream on top of my voice!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~
budd doesnt haf th chance to.. ;(
on sunday~
[BROKE & PATCHED]
suppose to be a Happy Mummy Day Celebration..
budd i ruined it..
i know imm very bad to choose th day to say this kind of stuff with him..
tried to control..budd i lost it..
couldnt control..
anyway..
these few days, many ppl scold me..blame me for hurting him again..asking me y i like tat..?
budd i really din mean it too..
who knows what imm gg through also? who knows what imm thinking?No one what.?
i know he treats me very well & i know what causes us to be like that
imm at fault too.i admit, imm a coward whenever there is a problem, i will
try to avoid~avoid~avoid~ budd yet i regreted in th end & tried to save back.
thats me. isn't it? at least imm trying to save back isn't it? lols..
budd of cosh i know, its too late.. .. .. ..
Had a chat with him on sunday,
he say " 你不觉得now 的我，当你说break，我就说ok ，break lorh break lorh."
my thoughts : when i heard this, my heart broked x/3.turn dumb..cant think of anything to say anymore..
cosh i know, i got no right to.. we total, broke 3 times.. n imm th 1 who say 2 times out of 3.. :'(
he say " imm trying very hard to be a good brother, good son & a good boyf."
my thoughts : i know yoo are trying very hard to be a good bro,good son & good bf..budd i oso
know yoo tried harder to be a good bro & good son.isn't it?
he say " becox of our r/s, i neglected my family, my sibilings. & now imm trying hard to improve to be a better bro & son, am i wrong?"
my thoughts : no.. yoo are not wrong.. imm wrong for keeping my boyf to myself in th past budd nvr let
yoo to accompany with yor family more..imm wrong to be selfish & jealous over your family...
he say "becox of our breakups, i understand that, gf will leave one day budd family doesn't"
my thoughs : true barhs. your family have always been there for yoo, imm always the one saying
wanting to leave yoo budd again n again i cant leave yoo.. haiish.. sorry :'(
he say " 2 more big blow, i will let the monster in me out, once its out, i will hack care alot of stuffs."
my thoughts : it will be my fault if th monster of yoo come out.. isn't it? *blaming myself*
he say " actually there should be 3 more big blow, budd cosh of watever happen just now, it become
2 & it will not increase back anymore."
my thoughts : really felt very sad to hear this.. budd since it cant increase back anymore.. i can only help to
maintain it?..using my best...
yup, this is what happen on sunday..
& from there i tink i learn & understand alot of stuff.
mayb i have grow up? mayb imm acting to be a grown up?
mayb cosh i think too much, i finally get to know what i actually wanted in
the end from this r/s..from him..
i have decided to put in everything, whether i can do it or can't, whether i
like whatever imm dg or i hate whatever imm dg..i will still try my best to
give him whatever he wants from me.. eventhough i know the more i give,
he will ask for even more.. humans, not only him..including me is the same..
bud now, i won't ask him for any 100% anymore.. not 100% of time, not 100% of love, not 100% of care, not 100% of concern, not 100% of understanding, not 100% of dotes, not
100% of loyalty.. everything that he gave me doesn't nid to be 100% anymore.. cosh i know.. as long as i wan this r/s to last.. as long as i wan this r/s to be a happy one.. i can't. budd
whatever it is, i will try my best to be more understanding towards him.. & be there for him whenever he needs me..
eventhough this r/s might not turn out to be what i hoped for..
might get hurt again & i can't stand up anymore..
might get betrayed.. so on n so for..
budd i know at least i wont regret, at least i know that imm always giving him my best to be a good girlfriend of his.
so peeps!
wish me best of luck yahs?
:DD
刘美珍，你一定要让他幸福哦 ! ^.^
& imm so excited about Saturday!
gonna cycle? gonna sing k? gonna lie on th floor looking at the shining stars?
& just most importantly,
its just,
HIM & ME. 
Fell Sick Again...
. . .
JOLJOL
to be around with her friends and boyf,
when she got disturbed in her sleep,
when she saw insects!,
."
•Attached for 2 years, 24th monthsary♥,
at stuffs whereby most couples quarrel
